life is painful.. when you're ignored, when you're forgotten, when you're left out.. its like the whole world forgot you even existed or hav human needs.. am i that umimportant in other ppl's eyes? wad position do i even hav in other ppl's hearts? its not only being talked to or what, its the feeling of acceptance within a group.. the pain of being left out is just too much to take.. you just feel like you're a negligible and unimportant object.. why am i so awkwardly placed.. why cant anyone understand me? sch is damn stressful and my parents want to ban me from playing computer games. what logic is this? i cant even relax? oh sure you want me to read the newspaper and probably be the best, cream of the crop, but what if im just not suited to be one? just spare a thought for me can? you dont noe what kind of stress life has in this generation for someone like me.. i just want to blend in yet.. im already doing whatever i can already.. what more do i hav to do to be accepted? i try to help out other ppl despite the trouble, i try to support others through their times of difficulty.. im always doing my best to meet up to other ppl's expectations and wants.. yet.. why me?