emo..

im damn tired.. life has just been too much for me to handle.. i feel like an idiot.. im pathetic.. im a useless hypocrite.. i made up my mind to organise my whole sch life better.. its still in this suck state.. im not getting on well with my class except with familar ppl.. cca is hectic like mad, training for the italy competition as well as learning new songs that sound a bit like preschool without scores.. biasedness has been displayed plainly accompanied with a couldnt care less attitude.. why me? why am i so pathetic.. i suck at everything.. nothing i excel well in.. studies failure. social confidence failure. sports failure. music failure. cca failure. even gaming failure.. i just suck.. i hate this life.. i hate myself.. let me free.. tts all i long for..